warm words on discomfort

I hope my legs feel too heavy to turn over
I hope 10lbs feels like 100
I hope an hour feels like 3
I hope for discomfort

I hope I have headwind both ways
I hope my heart rate feels like 180bpm when it's only 140
I hope each hill gets harder
I hope for a little hurt

I hope I can't seem to get warmed up
I hope I feel uncoordinated
I hope I feel fatigued though rested
I hope for some despair

.......Because the finish is that much sweeter.....My being that much stronger.